Faux Smiles

[lack of personality]

Here I am
In my wonderful cheer
It's a cheap mask
But that's all I have

So I'll butcher my friendships
And forget the past
Just break my heart
It doesn't matter

So if I love you
Would you even care
Just break my heart
And take my cheer

It's a cheap mask
And I'm not so happy
Just a bad influence
A sappy lover

Someone to hate you,
To love you
To care
Does it matter?

I think that I'm happy
You broke my heart
But it was natural
I'm no one special

Go have your fun
I know that you love her
I'm not worth it
I'll be OK

But for now,
Just for today
Look at me
And smile

And then, I promise
I'll be happy